Thursday 7 October 2010

I KNOW AND I SAY SAME

I KNOW !!
I KNOW !!
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I KNOW !!
I KNOW !!

SAME !!
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Monday 4 October 2010

Being eldest?

ya right. being eldest is simply sucks :D

i still remembered when i was in form 2
finish activity . 12noon . i pick my cellphone and ring at daddy's no.

012-xxxxxxx

"hello dad, can you please pick me up at school? finish activity"

"FUCKING WALK YOURSELF HOME !!"

hang up

ok cool
so i left no choice but to walk home under the freaking gay hot sun.


to you guys it might seem to be normal
but to me
i have different point of view

my lil bro , smallest one.
he is in form2 now.

"oh yay, saturday lets go school for activity"
opsie its 12noon. done. pick up his cell phone.

---------------------------SCENE 1------------------------
"Hello dad, can you please pick me up at school? done activity"

"ok, wait me at foyer. im will be there in 10mins"

-----------------------SCENE 2----------------------------
"hello dad, can you please pick me up at school? done activity"

"ask your bro(me) to fetch u"

"hello bro, can you please pick me up at school? done activity"

"lazie lahhh, walk yourself home lahh"

"zzz, forget abt it. i call dad again"

"hello dad, bro say he lazy"

"gimme a minute"

ok. my phone ring

DADDY
--CALLING--


"hello"

"WHY YOU DONT WANT GO PICK VERNON AT SCHOOL? YOU WAN HIM TO BE ALONE???!!!!!"

"ok lo"

take car key. go fetch bro back from school.

i was like WTF? life isnt fair.

youngest one always get the best shot :)


if i was nt mistaken, few days back

i took myvi for car servicing

i leave my car at the service centre

then my dad go there to fetch me to his office to wait for the car to be done.


my sis called. she said she need someone to pick her up after class.

and my dad looked at me. i looked at me.

and i knw what i shud do.

BUT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

im going to futsal with classmate at 4

and my sister class ends at 4.30

i tell my dad.

"EASY LAHH, you drive to her college . park in parking lot the car. ask her come out take the key from you"

"ok" and i walk away

then i thinking inside

how i going back then?

walk?

do they even care hw i going back after i drop the myvi for my sister?

being the eldest its like a piece of shit to me

what you do

your sibling follows

its a heavy responsible.

being the youngest, is simply the best,

because whenever my parents go for lunch or breakfast they will buy for my bro or sister. but nt me

when i wake up.

"ehh mum, i nothing to eat ar?"

"go buy yourself"

:)

when it comes to my brother,

"mama, i hungry looooooooooooooooooo"

"victor, go buy for him."

when it comes to me,

"mama, i hungry loooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

even if i "loooooooooooooo" longer

"go buy yourself"


-------------------------------------------------------
Today 4th of October

today sucks.

i have cls at 9am-11am

ok, so i wake up at 7.30am

get myself prepared and ride motor to college.

class ends then i went lunch with classmate

by the time i reach home should be around 12 smtg i guess

then i was planning for a nap

then my dad call

"where are you"

"home"

"come fetch me, we go take myvi"
(myvi was sent to the service centre again because of some problems)

"ok"

then i ride the motor to dad office and pick him up.
when i reach the centre,
i drive myvi back.
dad went back office with the motor

OKAY ! ITS ALMOST 2
im going to TAKE MY DAMN NAP NOW !!

my mum called

"hello"

"where are you"

"home"

"okay. cleaning service is coming later. please guide her"

"ok"

WTHHHHHHHHHH. i want to nap lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ding dong

cleaning service is here
i tell her what to do
then i going to nap


YAY YAY YAY !!
CAN NAP NOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !

my sister text me

"koko can fetch me at 4pm ar? hehe"

i was like ...

"ok"

then i have to go fetch her at 4pm

and here goes my nap

BYEBYE - SEE YOU OTHER TIME !

being the eldest is simply sucks thats why
you have to take care of part of the family
to me its like a burden

to others you might say me im irresponsible
but honestly, im tired with some other little things with what i have to do/act in my family too

but guys,
im always happy with the position im in
atleast i simply better than those without family

im not blaming, im just letting out my feelings ")


04/10/2010 4.30pm

Tuesday 20 July 2010

confident and motivation

its been so long when i since done smething with confident

where are you?

come back to me if you know i miss you !

its been years when i last done something with confident

what i need the most is confident on the field

confidence of dribbling striking and netting the ball

ive lost you guys since 2007 and its 2010 now

come back if you are out there somewhere.

motivation

i got no motivation on studies or doing something well

i need something

something that touches me and motivates me

Saturday 17 July 2010

如果可以 我也想

我也想 像你一样

有异性朋友

可以一起去逛街

一起游泳

一起打电玩

还可以光明正大

在电子书聊天

是我思想太古老 还是不够成熟 也许不够大方?

Thursday 1 July 2010

Tuesday 15 June 2010

还记得

还记得那一天 我们都在SMS着
其实我暗中打包了粥和薏米水给你
到你家外面 再打给你 要你出来拿
夹着一包纸巾 是方便你擦嘴啦傻瓜

还记得那一天 你说你轻微发烧了
我连忙去买药 然后
跑了四楼的楼梯 就是为了拿给你
虽然四楼不高 但我很喘
人老了就是这样


还记得那一天 你开了房门从房间里走出来
看到我在外面 递给你的是一包喉糖和凉茶
从窗口望进去 看到男的坐在那儿
心里有点乱 我依然相信你什么都没做


还记得那一天 发信息告诉你
半夜肚子饿 爬起来 吃了很多面包
原来你也早已准备好了爱心面包
印象深刻的是
你问在食堂问我
"你半夜吃那么多面包了,等下再吃面包会sien吗?"
你突然那么问 让我觉得好好笑 几乎在暗示我什么的
不过 还是要谢谢你哦 :)


还记得那一天,煎香肠和准备了一瓶凉茶给你。
我的厨艺很烂吧?
哈哈


还记得你早上都有活动,
为了要陪你 不要让你觉得寂寞,
我都早醒sms你

还记得那一天
你第一次对我说
早安
虽然没什么特别
但那是你第一次对我说
:)

还记得那早上,你活动完了,
在你经过食堂时 我突然冒出来
想说给你意外惊喜
却看到你脸上毫无表情 很正经很不惊讶的跟我打招呼
也不懂你当时是什么感想
看到我不感到意外吗? XD
嘿嘿
你一定以为我在睡觉睬你都傻吧
一上车,有种味道很重,
在你还来不及问为什么
你反过头看车的后座 微微了笑
说你看到不该看到的东西
那是
我为你准备的早餐
虽然不是我自己下厨的
希望你还是会喜欢

还记得那下午
一起吃东西的时候
我用吸水管折星星给你
却找不到见到修补它
吃完东西送你回宿舍
等你上楼后
我再去宿舍下面的便利店
更老板娘借剪刀
还被她嘲笑
那时我上课快迟到了
只好跑楼梯
为的
就是要送给你那已完成的星星

昨天踢完球
脚有点痛
想第一时间打给你
听你的声音
却打不过
那时心里有点在意
嘿嘿

今天是我们第一天
一起看电影
约会前
极度兴奋
哈哈
今天真的很开心~

觉得我不够细心
其实
我应该为你准备一件外套才对
在车上
没注意到冷气开大了
还要你亲自去调低它
希望你不要介意
我会从中学习
做到最好 !

嘿嘿

在宿舍聊的
你要记得哦

Dear,
❤你 :)

Thursday 10 June 2010

gone case =(

sad ~

was trying to download 谈情说案 for her

hope she got movie to watch during the weekends

then then

find no website to download

then then

use pps download

then then

laptop tiok virus -_______-

sad =(

now the desktop of my lappy keep pop out the nonsense

walao

sigh !

what to do what to do